I really don’t understand why I always find someone that would treat me to be SOMEONE special.

I really don’t understand why I always cry for someone that is not worth crying for.

I really don’t understand why I can’t see those people who are there for me whenever I am miserable and left behind.

There is this friend of mine na lagi kami magkasama. Well, a very good and close friend of mine. But one catastrophic event happens that it had tested our friendship. And as always it was about a boy. Nakakaloka talaga. Well aminado ako na it was a one stupid reason for us to question each others faithfulness. The guy insisted to chose, but makulit kami ehh. We really want him to say who’s IN and who’s NOT. Nalilito daw sya, whom to choose. I had stumble and crying knowing that it was her that he loved. And I guess ang pagiyak at pagkaloka loka ko ay effective. Nakuha ko yung guy (selfish). But the GUILT of being a “stupid bitchy little friend”. I never had his heart. Because I see and feel it to the both of them that they love each other.

I’m feeling more and more impatient. I had never been a good friend.

I really hate the idea of being happy, coz I know next to it is a deep vein heartache.

Nagging masaya nga ako pero parang kaplastikan lang.

Bakit ba ako naghahanap pa kung anjan naman yung bestfriend ko.

She had never let me down; she had been my hiding place.

My hero in this war; my precious treasure.

It took me too long to realize what I have.

Kinailangan ko pang makapanakit ng tao for me to see how lucky I am to have someone like my bestfriend.

Kinailangan pang nilang dalawa magbigay, for me to be happy.

Shameless bitch.

Why do we always look for the BETTER one, without knowing that what we have is the BEST.